Futility

As the name might apply, this is a rather pointless attempt at writing and is quite forced

Pushing my futility
From trough to crest
Not seeing inutility
As it falls like all the rest
Regardless of ability
Fate has I, like you, oppressed

Fettered
Flustered
Fed up
Under yokes of unusual umbrage carrying
Carousel of circumstance known
Knifelike killing cut by cut

Boulder by boulder
O'er my shoulder
Watchful eyes cast
Discerning fate
O'erturning
With persistence unnverving
Never ending
Nor up for debate
On the horizon
Working toward...
An end I can't make

Molehills to mountain caps
Order ordains
Rocky rapacious relapse
Threads tie it all together
After all
Lunacy lets one think to tatter the tethers